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To My Mother

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To My Mother
By Grace G.


I love you mother,
I really do,
But sometimes you bother
You pester you go
Ahead and do things one after another
It's all said and done and I just tell you "no."


I love you mother,
I really do,
But sometimes you push me farther and farther
Recently you pulled the last straw
Why do you do this do you even care?
It's tearing me apart and gnawing me raw


These things you do
They hurt me and hurt me
I love my work for to all to show
You pulled the thread and the needle broke
Why do you go
And do this to me?


I make these things
I work so hard
I love these happenings
When I'm in my own world
Then I turn my back and take my leavings
Over and over again and again
I've forgiven you when I return from all my routines
The past and present
But now it seems
You've gone too far
You see these things?


These things are my work
My life my world
I love what I do but it seems like a circus. 
Why do I say this?
You should know, it all seems like chaos!


To my mother,
I love thee so,
But you've gone to cover
The mistake you've made


You promise to buy
It all back again
But it's not that easy
It never is. 



In the near future I'll forgive you again, 
But this mistake isn't like most where I'll just turn around
I don't know if I can do this, keeping this sane
With all the chaos you cause in my life. 



I still love you,
Dear mother,
And that is true
My bond with you is forever
But just leave me be now, this is your cue
Take your leave and make a bow. 


But to my mother, 
I still care for you
I will hate you never
And always want you there
Just...recently my mom made a huge mistake and ruined many of my costume supplies by pouring rotting trash into my bag of supplies thinking it was all things I was throwing away. There was over $300 worth of materialsin that bag, most didn't seem salvageable but I managed a good part of it. Some couldn't be saved due to soda stains I couldn't get out and foam that had turned to stone from the solidifying and sticky old cans of soda that still had some leftover in it. She wanted to buy it all again but a lot of those materials were limited edition materials I can't get for a long time. She's accidentally thrown away my clothes, my headphones, my sketchbooks, all of the above. If its on the floor, even if its organized, she registers it as trash and throws it away. I've forgiven her for those things because they were simple and easy to get more of. But in that bag there was a half made costume, fabrics for a dress I was making, a head piece I was working on for another costume(I managed to salvage that along with the dress pieces and the half made costume) but a lot of things were lost....
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